be my butterfly...

*Sunday, October 09, 2005*

AAAAAH

Do u tin im really fussy with guys?Well,i dun wana get hurt n neither do i wana stead sm1 i dun love.Would u rather stead a gal hu loves u or steads u out of love or cus she's desperate?

Y dun u ppl juz understand!!!!!?????Im not playin hard to get.I juz want my bf to be de 1 i reli love.I dun wana send him false smses sayin i love him or anything.Its juz so hard.Geddit??No.Erm............n u neva noe hw sum1 is aft he steads me.He mite start abusin me or wen i wana break up he'll threathen to commit suicide.Its all tooo hard.NOT to forget.I frequently have thots of ......................so hw.If i die while im attch,his life is gona get affected if he reli likes me.

Countess broke her wings and fell at 1:01 AM

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